Like Lent
Kneeling before the errors of a previous moment in time.
Changing prose to poetry and dis junction to rhyme
Again and
Again
Finding
YOU
In the mix
Finding IT as the fix
As some thing
In YOU and
For YOU
Through me
With us
Getting our kicks and
Taking our licks
While the clock ticks
Out
The rhythm
From a dark, quiet space
Within the experience of
Silence
Terror
Hatred
Anger
Love and
Repentance
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The spirituality of playing games is the means by which the soul matures in the solitary journey
“IT” travels on the way to finding a YOU with WHOm said soul can live forever.
“IT finds YOU”
The beloved finds the BelovED ,
The BEloved finds the BElover:
being-for-itself* finds being-in-itself*
and vice versa.
IT is the dance of the soul with the Present which IT is given (by (all of) YOU)
So YOU is revealing ITself and Loving ITself at the same time.
BEloved and BElover become ONE and GoOD is NOW: a Present with which and with whom we can live alone forever.
Then and only then do we find an other (YOU) (ganz andere) (total Other) worthy of our death,
Then we can and we will die properly.
202112121800 Fiat mihi. Ancilla Domini. Hineni! Hineni!
SABBATICAL
Well I’ve been a lot places in my life and time. I’ve sung a lot of songs and I’ve made some bad rhymes. I acted out my life in stages with ten thousand people watching Now we’re alone and I … Continue reading
It seems ever more increasingly important for me
to return to the natural rhythm, to the natural blend
where I can say AMEN to every one, to every moment;
THAT ‘it’ seems unconditional;
that experience seems natural and (w)holy;
that moment seems FIAT, a Let-It-Be for me;
no longer hard UP; no longer tempted
by some other moment. No!
THAT moment has become JUST, RIGHT and
okay for me, where alone for me is
just what the doctor ordered to help me
to accept IT in all its complex demands
and realities and FACETS. Yes,
then my journey becomes the DIAMOND that it can be.
But, how do I create that consciousness
which is TRUE to ALL the fac(e)ts of LIFE, including DEATH?
I CANNOT!
I DO NOT!
Because there, in that moment,
in that consciousness, IT truly IS;
there, IT reveals “IT” self to me (to us);
there, is the G-od, where, when we accept
it unconditionally,
we are (w)holy. Yes,
that special IT is free and just and right for all of creation
and YOU and I are a central part. There….
Yes, there…. IT is ‘I AM’ and ‘WHO AM’ (YOU).
IT is YOU and I and YOU are G-od Go-d,
Goody! Goody!
For us all.
But, that IT is not always calm, easy going, smooth etc.
as the wind blows where it will, as the sea and
as the Spirit of life is natural-ly cyclical,
where cold changes to hot
and clear to cloudy
and calm to stormy. Yes,
G-ody Go-dy is only (w)holy when
all of those facets are accepted in fiat
and I am alone with You
moment after moment,
time after time,
cycle after cycle:
cold, caliente,
clear, cloudy,
calm, colicky.
2018.0705.0710 ©
