There is something about the evening
That sees the folly of the actions from the day;
The moments I chose to walk in my own light,
When it seemed life was my right of way:
And the more light there is for the making
The more the twilight has to say
About my choices;
Voices become clearer
When a blaring blue clarity
Becomes a grey hued hush
And before a black silence
Permits so many memories and dreams
To shout down just another day blinded by the light
Or lost in the anticipation of a tomorrow.
Evening is a special time,
Like January,
Eyes better focused behind than ahead,
The past not yet dead,
Not yet put to bed;
A fulcrum instead seeking balance
And vision easily reflected
Without the extremes of brightness and darkness:
The future will have its day,
The past will forever sleep in the night
But, for a time, the evening will have its say
Before I lay the clear reality of the day away and
Before the imagined fantasy of the night
Will try to sway me into another foolish construct;
That I am alone.
I am neither alone in the night
Or in control in the light;
They are but results of the bite of the apple.
Yes, creation and the Garden are best remembered
In the evening and at dawn
When shadows inhabit neither the world or my soul
And all is well and whole as in the beginning:
God the Father, the Creator Almighty,
The only One to be magnified;
The Spirit of Love to be praised in the living;
The Son waiting once again to be tried
When the feeling of the balance has died
And we bite once again into the lie
That the darkness and the light are ours.
2014.01.24.1900 ©